May 2012
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Remember when I went crazy because there was a fly in my room? And I stood on my bed like a ninja trying to find him but also crying and freaking out?
Well I just found two flys and I showed them no mercy.
I’m not putting up with their crap again! NO FLY MESSES WITH ME!
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I don’t know why I am so unhappy, but I am.
It makes me feel angry because I have no reason to be.
It makes me feel selfish.
I’m trying. I really am.
I really don’t know how, please won’t you tell me now, why I’m losing myself again.
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I thought I was happier now than I was this time last year, but I’m not sure anymore. My parents think I’m miserable. Mum said she wouldn’t mind if I moved out because I’m so depressing. Maybe if she actually talked to me she’d understand. But I don’t know. Maybe I am sadder now.
Because now I know all the things that are wrong with me and I guess...
A few give up So don’t give up on me Please remind me who I really am Everybody’s got a dark side Do you love me? Can you love mine? Nobody’s picture perfect But we’re worth it You know that we’re worth it Will you love me? Even with my dark side? Don’t run away Just tell me that you will stay Promise me you will stay
I feel so ill. Let’s wake up and start fresh.
so I wait for you like a lonely house
till you will see me again and live in...
– Pablo Neruda (Cien Sonetos de Amor)
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I have three weeks to go until I’ve finished uni forever. Feeling pretty good right now actually. I’ve practically done two out of three projects. Need to take one book to the binders next week and I really hope it goes alright/they don’t mess it up. Had a bit of a mini breakdown wobble a few days ago but I’m back on track and I’ve had two pretty productive...